It’s really weird this feeling I feel the only way I can explain it is as if the devil has taken my soul and I can no longer uphold.
Like the devil himself said child you shall feel defeat as I lie in this bed feeling so fucking incomplete like something bad has taken my hand help me Father for I can not stand.
Alone I feel even though I’m loved this meds are strong but my brain is already fried enough.
I want to smile for I have all I need but deep down inside I just feel so twisted and weak.
OCD might be my devil in disguise for all the thoughts I have leave me burrowed inside.
Completely shut off I feel like a freak I can be demanding and selfish, I can be hollow and weak.
I stare at walls and blink like the wall has a meaning but it’s actually just me looking for healing.
Help me Father for I have sinned take the devil out and let me come in.